Ok maybe I lied...

I was going to come on here and vent the other day, but I decided against it. The short of it is, is that there are a few people in our guild that contribute consistently (me, and Kal and Drag do nothing but writs sometimes, only poor Drag doesnt get the points since he is not a Quenos citizen yet) Right now, we're probably averageing about 1 or 2 at minimum a night. Its crazy, but we are dedicated, plus it helps the guild as far as status points.

But others that are actually leadership in this guild dont contribute, or dont contribute as much. Right now Kal and I have the top amount of writs done in the entire guild. (Like I said, if Drag were a Quenos citizen, he'd be right along up there)

Our leadership is behind in achieveing status, and in leveling in some instances. They are supposed to be the example. I wish it weren't so.

The problems with Dar have been consistent. He doesnt want to listen to anything. I don't know if its because Im a girl, or that hes jealous. I dont care. All I know is, that hes an iddiot, and hes bringing the entire guild down. Not that any of them care. Arr. He doesnt know when to stop pulling. He doesnt seem to know or care about XP debt. Im seriously beguining to doubt that he even played EQ1.

Me and Kal were in a group w him, Panthro, Vudu and someone outside of guild. When we joined, Dar was already in, which sucked, but I wanted to play w Vu. Vu is a great player btw. Hes an EQ1 vet and it shows.

Well as I was saying, me and Kal were grouped w him and then he did something stupid. He opened a chest, w/o letting me disarm it. Of course, it triggered the trap and blew him up so he died. I could see that something bad was coming.

The mobs were dropping some really good stuff, so I asked Kal to stick it out for just a little bit more. We zoned into this level 20+ zone, and quickly turned back. Then we were going to go after something in there, and I was going to track it. Now, Im cautious, mostly overso. But thats why I dont die that often. And Im not the main tank, so I really dont have to worry as much. But Dar made a pull or something mid battle, or when we werent ready. He wasnt paying attention.. I was telling them where to go, since I could track, and they were going to pull what I told them so that we could get the mobs everyone needed. But he pulled a fucking train! ARR! We were so pissed. Vu and I died, and so did Kal I think. It was nasty.

Immediately Kal and I made excuses to leave group. I felt bad, since Vu and Panthro were nice guys, but I didnt know what to say. I didnt just want to rip him a new one on TS. Thats against the rules anyway.

But this polite crap is driving me nuts! LOL That guy is an iddiot if I ever saw one, and Im ashamed to be carrying the same tag as him. To think there might actually be people out there that think that we are all like him. Thats sad and disappointing.

Im going to have to thank Joni for inviteing Anj and me. Actually I have but I figured Id write it on here in case she ever sees this. This really is a great group of people. Especially Kal, Drag, Phar... hell u know who u are lol:)

Im trying to get back to #1 status for ratios to kills. I think Im behind Chastice now, but hes got less kills. I make a point not to go for greys if I dont have to, unless Im seeing what the drops are. Im trying to get back to and remain at #1.

Drag and Kal are great grouping buddies. We hunt together everynite, but Drag is always one step ahead, even though Im on more. Its pretty sad on my part.

These next couple of days, I should have some help leveling my char, as I will be on 24/7. Tre has the next 2 days off.

Ahh well I need to get some sleep so I can wake up and take over for him (I mean me he he) later.

Dont mind me...

Ok I know its been awhile since i posted this thing to get started, but there are too many fucking games that came out! ARR it's a conspiracy to make me poor i tells ya ha

Well, Im not too happy that we just sat on the beta till the last day, but we were broke. Joe gave Anj the beta, and at least I got a lil sneak peek. Just enough to get hooked apparently.

Im actually kinda stoked that Anj got that invite for Xen. The people in there are actually pretty rad, I must say. Its also giving me the opportunity to get to know which will make seeing her not as awkward as it was b4. I kinda blame Anj for that, for never really giving the chance and always talking about work. But o well whats done is done.

I have been hooked on game i tell ya. I seem to be adjusting to eating and sleeping less. I spose thats a good thing, so i can get rid of the baby back Ive got going on at the moment:( O well
Ive created a wood elf bard on mistmore server. Having a good time w it. The animations are really pretty. Kal, Drag and I were just sitting around doing emotes for awhile. I feel like a kid, but it was sooo much fun. I need to go and buy an instrament or something, everytime i cast a song it looks like im feeling myself up. lol

They paid a lot of attention to detail. When the servers go down, I'll sometimes play w my Sims, and even that looks like crap in comparisson. The emotes are just funny as hell.
I'm having sooo much fun, the hours are just flying by... I can totally see why people have played this game for so long (well EQ that is)

Ok Im getting kind of delirous now, Im going to nap at least. Anj is helping put in 1/2 time, so he can log when the server gets up hopefully.
I'll see everyone later... Im just a junkie he he:)